In working most recent project; I realized my full time job is killing my soul. Switching off and on from Corporate America to my creative side, my passion, for whats in my heart... is a painstacking feat that causese me fear and anciety and a bit of volunatary alienation. I feel there is no time to live and be ME ... as if Im running out of time... all the time...working 8-10 hour shifts at a fairly haigh paying job which finances a lot of my projects my basic needs lifestyle, free education health care etc. I feel backed against a wall ; i need to make a choice and my choice is to sacrafice and follow my inner voice... having said that do i need to expalin why I havent blogged since January... ugh! so much to say ok Alexander McQueen can we take a moment........................ RIP.
